Gonna be turning 19. The last of the teen years! Ahh, just the thought of getting closer to the twenties is scary. I don’t really feel like an adult, or like I’ve done enough with my 19 years so far. But hopefully life pans out, and I figure things out.

Tonight was a nice night. It was one of the more innocent ones I’ve had in a while. Haha, not that my nights are all that crazy. I like that I have a few friends I can do almost anything with, especially nerdy things. Lol, like watch the national history bee! I love Zac and our relationship, been good friends since jr high. :D

Most times, when people break up, they should stay broken up. It should just be like that… Because if the problem was severe enough to push the relationship over the edge… Nothing can really, truly bring you back up. There are exceptions, of course, when there is something really real between two people, but time should be taken, always, to make sure the risk is worth taking again.

Next thought (a non-serious, and joking one)- god damn it! Why is it so hard for me to work out now!?! Lol, I can feel the abs underneath… But Im too weak/lazy to uncover them! Lol :(

Also, I have a small opportunity to observe and/or participate in research, but I might have to subject myself to creepiness in the process… Lol. Damn.. why do only creepy people try to hit on me… :( sighhh.

I finally had the time and motivation to work out tonight, but once I started, I got all caught up in my thoughts. Just thought about everything, but mostly my old best friend for some reason. Weird… haha. Im hoping things go well with him and that we might be able to pick up from where we left off… And be good friends again. If not, that’s cool too.

Lol, These are so late night thoughts… Good night, tumblr.